So I decided to delete all my old entries here.

( Just trying to start over, hopefully to something new. ) not want then to be public, but they were so stupid. I was being emo about everything.

That is not to say that this is going to turn out any different. But I don't want everyone to see how stupid I am.

I'm going to come back and edit this soon enough. At a point in time when I don't feel like crying.